A child's reading is guided by pleasure, but his pleasure is
undifferentiated; he cannot distinguish, for example, between aesthetic
pleasure and the pleasures of learning or daydreaming. In adolescence we
realize that there are different kinds of pleasure, some of which
cannot be enjoyed simultaneously, but we need help from others in
defining them. Whether it be a matter of taste in food or taste in
literature, the adolescent looks for a mentor in whose authority he can
believe. He eats or reads what his mentor recommends and, inevitably,
there are occasions when he has to deceive himself a little; he has to
pretend that he enjoys olives or War and Peace a little more than he
actually does. Between the ages of twenty and forty we are engaged in
the process of discovering who we are, which involves learning the
difference between accidental limitations which it is our duty to
outgrow and the necessary limitations of our nature beyond which we
cannot trespass with impunity. Few of us can learn this without making
mistakes, without trying to become a little more of a universal man than
we are permitted to be. It is during this period that a writer can most
easily be led astray by another writer or by some ideology. When
someone between twenty and forty says, apropos of a work of art, 'I know
what I like,'he is really saying 'I have no taste of my own but accept
the taste of my cultural milieu', because, between twenty and forty, the
surest sign that a man has a genuine taste of his own is that he is
uncertain of it. After forty, if we have not lost our authentic selves
altogether, pleasure can again become what it was when we were children,
the proper guide to what we should read.
― W.H. Auden, The Dyer's Hand
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
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